Well

A lot has happened... i was raped by my fiance... scary, but things are better now. Almost left him... thank god i didnt. New apartment, finally! and now it has gotten to the point where i now want a baby!!!!! but i dont see that happening. there is a possiability that my ovaries gave out. i want one bad... everyone around me is having them, and i'm the only one... i want to give him wut he desirves... but idk if my body will let me. one can only hope!

Tennessee....

Almost time to go. It's getting harder for me. I met a great guy who lives about 45 mins from where i will be staying. But I'm a committed woman and I won't cheat... I won't do it. idk maybe I'm over reacting...